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लिखा था‘I am Sorry’साथ में एक मुस्काता चित्र भी। ये थी हमारी दोस्ती, ये वाक्या मैं ताऊम्र याद रखूँगा। मैं मुस्काया और पैन लेकर बैठ गया, आखिर अब मुझे कविता लिखने का एक कारण और भी मिल गया था।","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fronekiwajah.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fkavya_09_hatash",{"_path":78,"title":80,"description":81,"part":41,"image":82,"prev_path":73,"next_path":83},"॥ हताश ॥","जनवरी 2009, मेरी सिर्फ 49 प्रतिशत आए और वो असल में किसी काम के नहीं थे। मै कोई भी ढ़ंग के कॉलेज में प्रवेश पा सकता था लेकिन मैं दाखिले कि परीक्षा में भी नहीं बैठ पाया। और मेरे सारे दोस्त मुझसे आगे निकल गए। मैं अपनी जि़ंदगी से ही परेशान था। लोगों की हॅंसी ताना बनके चुभती थी। और मैं किसी को भला क्या कहता।।","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fhataash.png","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fkavya_10_bhagwan",{"_path":83,"title":85,"description":86,"part":41,"image":87,"prev_path":78,"next_path":88},"॥ भगवान को एक पत्र ॥","दिसम्बर 2009, मैं पैप्सी में काम करने लग गया था। अजी काम क्या, समझिए मशीन बन गया था। सुबह कभी 9 कभी 8 तो कभी 7 बजे ही घर छोड़ देता था। और रात को 9 से 11 तक घर में घुसता था। इसपर भी इतवार की छुट्टी तो बस किताबों में ही लिखी थी। मैं क्रिसमस के दिन भी काम कर रहा था। तब मुझे अहसास हुआ इन्सान किस हद तक गिर गया हैं। ऐसी जिंदगी में कोई ग्लोबल वार्मिगं, या जानवरों के हक के लिए कैसे लड़ सकता है, जब उसे खुद ये अहसास नहीं हो पाता कि वो इन्सान हैं। धीरे-धीरे मैंने अनुभव की एक साधारण मनुष्य की लाचारी और दूनिया के गिरते मुल्य। एक दिन मैं गुड़गाँव के मॉलों से वापस आया रात को और नींद नही आ रही थी तो मैं जग कर कुछ लिखने लगा। मैने ये कविता लिखी भगवान से चंद सवाल पूछाने के लिए।","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fbhagwan_ko_patra.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fkavya_11_berangi",{"_path":88,"title":90,"description":91,"part":41,"image":92,"prev_path":83,"next_path":93},"॥ बेरंगी दुनिया ॥","20 मई, 2010 मैं पहली बार ग़ज़ल लिखने की सोच रहा था पर लिखी नहीं गई। मेरी एक नाकाम कोशिश।","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fberangi_dunia.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fkavya_12_guzariyaadein",{"_path":93,"title":95,"description":96,"part":41,"image":97,"prev_path":88,"next_path":98},"॥ गुज़री यादें ॥","21 मई, 2010 दूसरी नाकाम कोशिश","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fguzari_yaadein.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fkavya_13_mankiudaan",{"_path":98,"title":100,"description":101,"part":41,"image":102,"prev_path":93,"next_path":103},"॥ मन की उड़ान ॥","मैं जब छोटा था तो बस अपने मन में जो भी आता वही लिख देता था पर ना जाने कैसे एक आदत पड़ी सिर्फ अच्छे लेख चुनने की नतीजा दो कविता लिखने में अंतराल बढ़ता जा रहा था। और कई विचारों को मैं बचकाना समझ के अनदेखा कर देता था। पर आज सोचता हूँ इस जहाँ में अरबों मनुष्य, करोंड़ों विभाजन, और हजारों अलग सोचें है। इसमें मेरी क्या बिसात जो मैं किसी को मना कॅंरू। अब मैं सोचता हूँ वो लिखूँ जो पसंद आता है ना की वो जो जरूरी है।","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fman_ki_udaan.png","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fkavya_14_nadi",{"_path":103,"title":105,"description":106,"part":41,"image":107,"prev_path":98,"next_path":108},"॥ मैं नदी हूँ ॥","मई 2013, फेसबुक जैसे वेबपेजस पर इतनी लड़ाई लगी हुई थी हिन्दु, मुस्लिम, सिक्ख, इसाई के बीच। कुछ देर के लिये मैं भी इसमें बहक गया था । फिर मैंने गीता पढ़ी और जाना ये सब बकवास है। जीवात्मा से नफ़रत करने वाले को भगवान आखिर कैसे मिलेगा। आखिरकार मैने इसे भी व्यक्त करने की सोची।","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fnadi.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fkavya_15_safaltamahamantra",{"_path":108,"title":110,"description":111,"part":41,"image":112,"prev_path":103,"next_path":113},"॥ सफलता का महामंत्र ॥","18 फरवरी, 2015 मैं अब IAS की परीक्षा का अभ्यास कर रहा था और उसके लिये मैनें सारा इतिहास, भूगोल , विज्ञान छान मारा और जाना की ससांर में महान कार्य करने के लिये अपने प्राणों का भी दान करना पड़ सकता है।","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fmantra.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fkavya_16_khushiyon",{"_path":113,"title":115,"description":116,"part":41,"image":117,"prev_path":108,"next_path":118},"॥ खुशियों का समाकलन ॥","26 फरवरी, 2015 मैंने जो चंद दिनो पहले कविता लिखी थी (सफलता का महामंत्र) उसके अलावा भी जीवन का एक पहलू था। मैं उस पहलू को भी लोगों के आगे लाना चाहता था।","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fkhusiyon_ka_samakalan.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fkavya_17_ekumsat",{"_path":118,"title":120,"description":121,"part":41,"image":122,"prev_path":113,"next_path":123},"॥ एकं सत् विप्रा बहुधा वदंती ॥","9 मार्च, 2015 मैंने किताबों में जो सच ढूँढा उसे अपने शब्दों में लिख दिया।","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fekum_sat.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fgazhal_01_pasandnahiata",{"_path":123,"title":125,"description":126,"part":127,"image":128,"prev_path":118,"next_path":129},"॥ मुझे क्या-क्या पसंद नहीं आता ॥","26 जुलाई, 2010 मेरी लिखी पहली ग़ज़ल","खण्ड-४ ॥ ग़ज़ल ॥","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fmujhe_pasand.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fgazhal_02_dharmsatta",{"_path":129,"title":131,"description":132,"part":127,"image":133,"prev_path":123,"next_path":134},"॥ धर्म और सत्ता ॥","17 सितम्बर, 2010 एक और ग़ज़ल","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fdharm_satta.jpeg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fgazhal_03_simattiduniya",{"_path":134,"title":136,"description":137,"part":127,"image":138,"prev_path":129,"next_path":139},"॥ सिमटती दूनिया ॥","26 सितम्बर, 2010 ग़ज़ल","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fsimati_duniya.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fgazhal_04_waqt",{"_path":139,"title":141,"description":142,"part":127,"image":143,"prev_path":134,"next_path":144},"॥ वक्त ॥","3 नवम्बर 2010, कल रात मैं दिल्ली में बस स्टॉप पर खड़ा था, कोहरा भी था। पौंढ़ा घन्टा हो चुका था लगभग ज्यादा ही और मैं चिढ़ने लगा था। फिर जब मुझे बस मिली तो मैं अचानक ही खुश हो बैठा और मुस्काने लगा। मैं बस में जाते ही सब से बात करने लगा। आप उस छोटी सी खुशी को महसूस कर सकते थे मेरे चेहरे पे। तब मैने सीट पे बैठे हुए यही सोचते हुए दो पंक्तियाँ कही और बगल में बैठे व्यक्ति ने मुझे मिसरा पुरा करने को कहा। मैने उसे पूरा किया जो इस तरह हैं। असल में ये जीवनसत्य है जो हम अक्सर भूल जाते है। भले ही खु़शी हो या ग़म ये सदा याद रखना की --","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fwaqt.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fgazhal_05_merekhuda",{"_path":144,"title":146,"description":147,"part":127,"image":148,"prev_path":139,"next_path":149},"॥ मेरे खुदा ॥","अगस्त 2011,मैं आई. बी. एम में काम करने लगा था और मैनेजमेंट की पढ़ाई भी पूरी करने लगा था । यहाँ मुझे वक्त मिला अपने पे ध्यान देने का तो मैने फेसबुक नाम की वेबसाईट एक पेज दुष्यॅंत कुमार त्यागी जी का बनाया। इन पेजों के ज़रिये मैं साहित्य और संसकृति से जुड़ा रहा। मेरी संगत बदली और मैं आने वाले एक साल के अंदर सबसे बड़ा आस्तिक बनने वाला था। मुझे आज लगता है कि मेरे भगवान को लिखे पत्र का जवाब मिल गया। अब तक मैं ज्यादातर चिज़ों में भगवान को लाने लग गया था ॥","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fmere_khuda.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fgazhal_06_sanskriti",{"_path":149,"title":151,"description":152,"part":127,"image":153,"prev_path":144,"next_path":154},"॥ संस्कृति ॥","14 अक्टूबर 2012, इन पेजों से मै एक समूह या कहिये एक संप्रदाय से जुड़ा जिन्हे कविताओं का और गज़लों का बहुत शौक था। और दुष्यॅंत कुमार के बारे में पढ़ते-पढ़ते मुझे भी इस लेखनी की विधा से प्यार हो गया था। अब मैं खुद को सहज और स्वछंद रूप से गज़लों में अभिव्यक्त कर सकता था ॥","\u002Fimages\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fsanskriti.jpg","\u002Fsahitya\u002Fdilkigirahkholdo\u002Fgazhal_07_zindagimuskurati",{"_path":154,"title":156,"description":157,"part":127,"image":158,"prev_path":149,"next_path":159},"॥ जिंदगी से मुस्कुराते हुए मिलो ॥","25 नवम्बर 2012, मैने थोड़ी बहुत बंसी बजानी भी सीखी और थोड़ा गज़लों का ज्ञान भी होता गया। और मैने बस यही सिखा 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